Good Evening Folks,
So it HAS been a while since I updated. It is my fault for lacking on the blog and I do apologize. I will get better and actually keep up on it. So here's what I've been up too: I HAVE A JOB!! Yes ladies and gents, I am now a Barista for Starbucks at Kean University. It's a nice job, with good people, and I don't have too many complaints. I work Mondays, Wednesdays, and Sundays. Yeah, two of the three days are Dialysis days, but I won't bitch. It's work, it's money, and I have energy drinks to keep me moving.
I am also in the hunt for a better webcam/camera overall because, I am actually going to attempt that whole "Film life and put it on YouTube for the hell of it because yeah, why not" thing. It'll be kind of the same thing on here: Life, Food, Health, random thoughts and moments, and whatever in between. I can't see how it would be a bad thing. I would have people ask me questions in the comments section, my twitter (tpears86) or maybe even do a public Facebook page... Okay so I'm getting ahead of myself. But that's what makes life fun at times, getting ahead when results have to play out.
Also on my plate known as Fall 2011, I am back in school (part time for now.) I am taking a philosophy class (why, I have no idea, but I am) and Sanitation! I'm more concerned with that class because if I pass, I am SafeServe certified! Which means (drum roll please...) when I pass, I can actually work in a kitchen! Hopefully a NY kitchen, or one in Atlantic City (but that would also mean attempting to find a place in AC, and that would be a massive pain in the ass.)
So with that bombshell. and a cover song of Airplanes (that I love,) goodnight!
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Monday, August 22, 2011
Nice Guys Finish First (If You Try Hard Enough)
Good Evening Folks,
So I have a computer again! I don't know how it started up, don't know why it's acting normal now, but I'm VERY thankful for it. Now I can actually update my blog! So what to write about this entry... I had a few random thoughts and ideas that I wanted to run past my readers. How would you feel if I actually started a YouTube channel. Random moments, thoughts, me having fun and complaining about sports, health, and why some foods are awesome and others are way too salty. It's in the infant stages (if it does happen,) but we'll see.
So as I write this, I have candles lit, incense sticks going, and a peaceful feeling around me. It's almost like "aromatherapy" for me. I feel calm and oh so good. It makes me feel creative...which actually leads into this idea:
I had thought about writing a script. I had a couple ideas of what to write: A romantic comedy, or a comedy that's up their in a perverted sense. Another idea would be like a coming of age story (hint hint.) Who knows, it's all in the air. But one thing though I am thinking about...RANDOM THOUGHTS:
~ I actually tried jeans that weren't baggy yesterday, and they looked good. Best part: I didn't have that hipster feel/look. Made me happy
~ Follow me on twitter (by clicking http://twitter.com/#!/tpears86)
~ If I made an effort, I to could be artsy (and even photogenic)
~ Why is Ben and Jerry's so damn delicious?! Honestly, best ice cream you can get
~ I am actually going to start doing video entries soon and try different food products. Allow me to explain...
I seem to have a hard time keeping a flow when it comes to typing these entries. So to try to help, I will actually "attempt" a video entry and see how people like it. I can't see any harm in trying, and plus, it'll actually help push me to make that YouTube channel. More to come on that. But for now, I leave you with two fun songs:
When you're done with that, play this:
So I have a computer again! I don't know how it started up, don't know why it's acting normal now, but I'm VERY thankful for it. Now I can actually update my blog! So what to write about this entry... I had a few random thoughts and ideas that I wanted to run past my readers. How would you feel if I actually started a YouTube channel. Random moments, thoughts, me having fun and complaining about sports, health, and why some foods are awesome and others are way too salty. It's in the infant stages (if it does happen,) but we'll see.
So as I write this, I have candles lit, incense sticks going, and a peaceful feeling around me. It's almost like "aromatherapy" for me. I feel calm and oh so good. It makes me feel creative...which actually leads into this idea:
I had thought about writing a script. I had a couple ideas of what to write: A romantic comedy, or a comedy that's up their in a perverted sense. Another idea would be like a coming of age story (hint hint.) Who knows, it's all in the air. But one thing though I am thinking about...RANDOM THOUGHTS:
~ I actually tried jeans that weren't baggy yesterday, and they looked good. Best part: I didn't have that hipster feel/look. Made me happy
~ Follow me on twitter (by clicking http://twitter.com/#!/tpears86)
~ If I made an effort, I to could be artsy (and even photogenic)
~ Why is Ben and Jerry's so damn delicious?! Honestly, best ice cream you can get
~ I am actually going to start doing video entries soon and try different food products. Allow me to explain...
I seem to have a hard time keeping a flow when it comes to typing these entries. So to try to help, I will actually "attempt" a video entry and see how people like it. I can't see any harm in trying, and plus, it'll actually help push me to make that YouTube channel. More to come on that. But for now, I leave you with two fun songs:
When you're done with that, play this:
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Trying Times Call For A Drink And A Memory
Good Morning Folks,
Ah yes I really should be updating this more huh. Not like I have much to do around here. So what has been going on you ask? Well to sum it up: Dialysis, cooking, parties, dialysis, cooking, trying new foods, dialysis, cooking, been with Jessie, job interviews, and of course, dialysis. Come on which did you think was going to show up the most. It's a three times a week gig in North Brunswick that starts at 6am. Here's an idea: Blogging while getting treatment and putting pix up. I'll look into that.
The cooking side of it has been fun as well. Made a nice dinner Sunday with Jessie involving a loin, mashed potatoes (involving bacon, colby jack, sour cream, and onions) and a nice little salad. Also made a taco dip, fresh salsa, boneless wings, and this week, maybe I'll attempt homemade hot sauce. Anyway, I have a Boneless Wings recipe (my first one on here! Awesome!) that I think you readers will enjoy very much. It's good for a small party (serves 5-6)
What You Need:
1LB of Boneless Skinless Chicken Breast
2 cups flour
2TBSP garlic powder
2TBSP onion powder
3TBSP paprika
1/4tsp of cayenne pepper
pinch of sea salt
black pepper
3 eggs
3TBSP of Siracha hot chili sauce (USE SIRACHA!)
Large cast iron pan
Vegetable oil
Before you do anything, organize your ingredients into stations. Flour on the left, egg in the middle, and a plate to put your wings. Then, fill the oil into your cast iron pan, about half way. Turn it on to medium high and let it heat for about 5-10 minutes
1) Cut the pieces of chicken into 1/2 inch pices. You don't have to season them right away.
2) Once the chicken is done, add all you dry seasonings into the flour.
3) Add your siracha to the egg bowl and mix
4) Using one hand, add the pieces of chicken into the egg bowl and coat evenly. Remove any excess egg.
5) Using your other hand, flour your chicken like you did in the egg. Remove and excess flour.
6) When your oil is nice and HOT, add your chicken in batches and let cook for 5-7 minutes.
7) The chicken should become a golden brown, so take out of the oil, place them over a plate with some paper towels (to absorb the oil)
8) Serve with hot sauce, ranch or bleu cheese, and enjoy
And so with this entry, I am off to my interview! I hope the recipe is a hit for your party. Next week, jambalaya!
Ah yes I really should be updating this more huh. Not like I have much to do around here. So what has been going on you ask? Well to sum it up: Dialysis, cooking, parties, dialysis, cooking, trying new foods, dialysis, cooking, been with Jessie, job interviews, and of course, dialysis. Come on which did you think was going to show up the most. It's a three times a week gig in North Brunswick that starts at 6am. Here's an idea: Blogging while getting treatment and putting pix up. I'll look into that.
The cooking side of it has been fun as well. Made a nice dinner Sunday with Jessie involving a loin, mashed potatoes (involving bacon, colby jack, sour cream, and onions) and a nice little salad. Also made a taco dip, fresh salsa, boneless wings, and this week, maybe I'll attempt homemade hot sauce. Anyway, I have a Boneless Wings recipe (my first one on here! Awesome!) that I think you readers will enjoy very much. It's good for a small party (serves 5-6)
What You Need:
1LB of Boneless Skinless Chicken Breast
2 cups flour
2TBSP garlic powder
2TBSP onion powder
3TBSP paprika
1/4tsp of cayenne pepper
pinch of sea salt
black pepper
3 eggs
3TBSP of Siracha hot chili sauce (USE SIRACHA!)
Large cast iron pan
Vegetable oil
Before you do anything, organize your ingredients into stations. Flour on the left, egg in the middle, and a plate to put your wings. Then, fill the oil into your cast iron pan, about half way. Turn it on to medium high and let it heat for about 5-10 minutes
1) Cut the pieces of chicken into 1/2 inch pices. You don't have to season them right away.
2) Once the chicken is done, add all you dry seasonings into the flour.
3) Add your siracha to the egg bowl and mix
4) Using one hand, add the pieces of chicken into the egg bowl and coat evenly. Remove any excess egg.
5) Using your other hand, flour your chicken like you did in the egg. Remove and excess flour.
6) When your oil is nice and HOT, add your chicken in batches and let cook for 5-7 minutes.
7) The chicken should become a golden brown, so take out of the oil, place them over a plate with some paper towels (to absorb the oil)
8) Serve with hot sauce, ranch or bleu cheese, and enjoy
And so with this entry, I am off to my interview! I hope the recipe is a hit for your party. Next week, jambalaya!
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Honesty Is Refundable With Your Ignorance
Good Evening Folks,
Ever get those moments where you have a great idea and when you want to apply it, nothing comes out? I'm having one of those moments right now. I'm attempting to come up with a great blog, and I have absolutely nothing coming out. You know what, I'll be right back. (Stops blogging in order to take a warm shower)
Okay I feel much better. Standing in a nice hot shower pumps ideas through you like nothing else. So with that, I give you my blog: COOKING!! Yes I love to cook. It's what I want to go to school for, how I want to make a living, and most importantly, it makes me happy. People always say if you do what you love, you'll never work a day in your life. That's what I want. I don't want to "work." I want to enjoy something that puts money in my pocket. I mean the idea of owning a restaurant is awesome. Something Creole, or a Steakhouse, or just something that I can be proud of. The kicker though of that idea would be No one under the under the age of 18 WITHOUT an adult. Yeah you heard me. Only people 18 and over would be able to enjoy my restaurant unless there are parents. Even then though, I think it'll be at least the age of 13. I'm sorry but if I go to a nice place to eat with my lovely, I don't want to be aggravated. And be honest, you wouldn't want to be right? Yeah, I thought so.
Random Thoughts: Food Edition!
~Paella: God's way of wanting you to enjoy everything in life. Rice, Seafood, Meat, Spices, and awesomeness.
~I'm such a cheese fiend it's almost wrong. Goat cheese? Hell yeah. Cheddar? Bring it on! Gouda? Holla at me. Gorgonzola? Give me a salad and you got a deal. Etc etc etc, I love cheese
~I prefer grilling more than anything. Give me a steak, a piece of chicken, spices, or sauces, and I can guarantee you a very delicious meal
~Love to deep fry! I am calling it right now: I make THE BEST fried chicken you'll ever taste
~Fish tacos are very underrated. It's all about the fish though! If you don't get the right fish and the right batter, you're screwed. Suggestion: Tempura batter, and cod. You won't go wrong
Chili Cheese Fries is Top Five all time guilty pleasure. I would destroy anyone in my way for an amazing plate
So yes it's a short blog, but I leave you with a "tasty" song! Say goodnight Jimmy Buffet
Ever get those moments where you have a great idea and when you want to apply it, nothing comes out? I'm having one of those moments right now. I'm attempting to come up with a great blog, and I have absolutely nothing coming out. You know what, I'll be right back. (Stops blogging in order to take a warm shower)
Okay I feel much better. Standing in a nice hot shower pumps ideas through you like nothing else. So with that, I give you my blog: COOKING!! Yes I love to cook. It's what I want to go to school for, how I want to make a living, and most importantly, it makes me happy. People always say if you do what you love, you'll never work a day in your life. That's what I want. I don't want to "work." I want to enjoy something that puts money in my pocket. I mean the idea of owning a restaurant is awesome. Something Creole, or a Steakhouse, or just something that I can be proud of. The kicker though of that idea would be No one under the under the age of 18 WITHOUT an adult. Yeah you heard me. Only people 18 and over would be able to enjoy my restaurant unless there are parents. Even then though, I think it'll be at least the age of 13. I'm sorry but if I go to a nice place to eat with my lovely, I don't want to be aggravated. And be honest, you wouldn't want to be right? Yeah, I thought so.
Random Thoughts: Food Edition!
~Paella: God's way of wanting you to enjoy everything in life. Rice, Seafood, Meat, Spices, and awesomeness.
~I'm such a cheese fiend it's almost wrong. Goat cheese? Hell yeah. Cheddar? Bring it on! Gouda? Holla at me. Gorgonzola? Give me a salad and you got a deal. Etc etc etc, I love cheese
~I prefer grilling more than anything. Give me a steak, a piece of chicken, spices, or sauces, and I can guarantee you a very delicious meal
~Love to deep fry! I am calling it right now: I make THE BEST fried chicken you'll ever taste
~Fish tacos are very underrated. It's all about the fish though! If you don't get the right fish and the right batter, you're screwed. Suggestion: Tempura batter, and cod. You won't go wrong
Chili Cheese Fries is Top Five all time guilty pleasure. I would destroy anyone in my way for an amazing plate
So yes it's a short blog, but I leave you with a "tasty" song! Say goodnight Jimmy Buffet
Monday, June 20, 2011
Why Fight If They'll Just Kill You
I Hate Politics. Plain and simple, I can't effin stand politics. Like my sister Tracy says, "It doesn't matter. Everyone is corrupt and they only help themselves." I agree with her for the most part. Even though I hope that someday, a politician will come around to help the working class get back to par, help the lower class to gain a spot in the working world, deep down it's not going to happen. People are just too greedy, to easily corrupt, and too damn ignorant. Now granted, I'm not the sharpest knife in the draw. I am not a politician, nor a lawyer, etc etc. But come on, the issues that people have and the laws they want done are almost Russia-esque. Let me explain...
I'm a registered independent. I look at both sides, and choose who I think MIGHT help me the most. I'm pro-choice, pro gun control, pro death. I'm all for the legalization and taxing of Marijuana, tax breaks for those that make less than $250k, universal health care that's affordable, pro gay marriage, all that good stuff. To be honest, I'm more concerned with being Pro-Choice. Mainly because it's A WOMAN'S BODY! Why can't she do what she want to it? Examples: If she's a crack whore, would you want her to parade a child around with her? If a woman is pregnant, and the only way to save her is to terminate the pregnancy, wouldn't she want to live? Men, if that happened to you, wouldn't YOU want her to live too? If you don't think so, then let me introduce you to a guy named Rick Santorum.
He's an asshole. Honestly, a guy like him is what I would consider the biggest scumbag next to me actual birth parents. His stance on abortion? "Abortions To Rape And Incest Victims Should Be Criminally Charged." Yeah. Not kidding on that one folks. Oh but it gets better! Want to read something fun about him? HIS WIFE HAD ONE! So because of that, you'd think he would understand someone else's problem. If you thought the opposite then come collect your prize!
If you think he's that crazy about abortion, well take a look "at some of these gems concerning gays, Islam, race, and women." I know I should stop, but I'm so damn aggravated... I'm going into random thoughts mode:
~Next week I am going on vacation to Seaside Heights, NJ! Three houses way from the "Jersey Shore" house...And the Jersey Shore characters will be there that same week (sigh)
~Fish. Tacos. God's way of wanting you to eat healthy yet greasy at the same time
~I have been craving chicken nachos like a fat kid wants candy.
~Not going to lie...if I see a child trip and fall, I do laugh. I laugh quite a bit. And yes, I know it's wrong
~I may crack on Dunkin Donuts, but I am thankful every night for that job because:
1) I made some awesome friends
2) Got more work experience. And FINALLY...
3) I met an incredible woman who I'm madly in love with
~My low sodium diet is driving me effin crazy!
~Not as much as being restricted to 32oz a day
~Trade Joe's Frosted Shredded Wheats is like crack
~Annoying pop songs are a guilty pleasure of mine. I can dance to them like an idiot, but still look good doing it. Speaking of that,
I leave you tonight with a VERY RANDOM SONG. It's random because I hate this girl, but this song is really catchy. Presenting: KESHA
I'm a registered independent. I look at both sides, and choose who I think MIGHT help me the most. I'm pro-choice, pro gun control, pro death. I'm all for the legalization and taxing of Marijuana, tax breaks for those that make less than $250k, universal health care that's affordable, pro gay marriage, all that good stuff. To be honest, I'm more concerned with being Pro-Choice. Mainly because it's A WOMAN'S BODY! Why can't she do what she want to it? Examples: If she's a crack whore, would you want her to parade a child around with her? If a woman is pregnant, and the only way to save her is to terminate the pregnancy, wouldn't she want to live? Men, if that happened to you, wouldn't YOU want her to live too? If you don't think so, then let me introduce you to a guy named Rick Santorum.
He's an asshole. Honestly, a guy like him is what I would consider the biggest scumbag next to me actual birth parents. His stance on abortion? "Abortions To Rape And Incest Victims Should Be Criminally Charged." Yeah. Not kidding on that one folks. Oh but it gets better! Want to read something fun about him? HIS WIFE HAD ONE! So because of that, you'd think he would understand someone else's problem. If you thought the opposite then come collect your prize!
If you think he's that crazy about abortion, well take a look "at some of these gems concerning gays, Islam, race, and women." I know I should stop, but I'm so damn aggravated... I'm going into random thoughts mode:
~Next week I am going on vacation to Seaside Heights, NJ! Three houses way from the "Jersey Shore" house...And the Jersey Shore characters will be there that same week (sigh)
~Fish. Tacos. God's way of wanting you to eat healthy yet greasy at the same time
~I have been craving chicken nachos like a fat kid wants candy.
~Not going to lie...if I see a child trip and fall, I do laugh. I laugh quite a bit. And yes, I know it's wrong
~I may crack on Dunkin Donuts, but I am thankful every night for that job because:
1) I made some awesome friends
2) Got more work experience. And FINALLY...
3) I met an incredible woman who I'm madly in love with
~My low sodium diet is driving me effin crazy!
~Not as much as being restricted to 32oz a day
~Trade Joe's Frosted Shredded Wheats is like crack
~Annoying pop songs are a guilty pleasure of mine. I can dance to them like an idiot, but still look good doing it. Speaking of that,
I leave you tonight with a VERY RANDOM SONG. It's random because I hate this girl, but this song is really catchy. Presenting: KESHA
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Rebellious, Reckless, It's All The Same If You Go With Your Heart
Good Evening Folks,
Ever want to do something that you'll like now, maybe regret later, or not even regret it at all? Ever want to do something that you're family might hate, other people will like, and will probably tick off "authority" because they "recommend" that you don't? It's a nice thought isn't it... In fact, why don't we act upon these thoughts? Why can't we make ourselves happy for the moment, and divulge at that one thought that could possibly make a difference. What's mine? It's tattoos of course!
For years I've wanted to get ink. I have my own personal reasons why (and what I would want) but apparently, it's an issue when you've had a healthy kidney from a transplant. Well, what if that kidney stopped working and you're on dialysis? What if your doctor's want you to wait for a transplant since you're body is an asshole. It's hard to decide right? That's my issue right now. Allow me to explain:
My body produces the kidney disease I have called FSGS. So apparently, no matter what, my body would somehow destroy the transplanted kidney. Their goal for me, is to wait a couple years, see if any progress has been made concerning my disease, and then go for a transplant. It's a double edge sword. I say no, but then it might be couple of years later (or longer) till I get another shot at a transplant. I say yes, it could end up lasting months, or years. It's always a matter of luck. That's what sucks about having FSGS. Anyway, back to the subject at hand: Why not get tattoos? It's not going anywhere near my fistula arm, I will look for a place that can accommodate me and the needs for ink, and I honestly will be careful. It's almost like at times, they want to scare me into thinking that tattoo parlors are scary places full of bikers, junkies, criminals, etc etc.
"What kind of ink would you get" you're probably all asking yourself? Well, I have a few ideas what I would want. A shamrock is definitely one because of my Irish heritage among other things. A Sega logo (maybe the dreamcast logo as well if I'm feeling up too it.) Possibly something that shows my love for Culinary Arts? Maybe comic book mementos like Captain America's shield or Green Lantern's power ring? Again, I have a few ideas, but I'll decide on something once I A) Have a job! And B) Can afford it.
Random Thoughts: I would love to make some shrimp tacos or even shrimp scampi
~ I find it almost impossible to get awesome Mexican food that's somehow low in salt. If anyone knows a place in NJ to get it, please hook me up.
~ Trader Joe's is probably my favorite supermarket. It's small, but has just about everything I could want/need
~ To go with my previous comment, Westfield is my favorite small town to visit. It's so sexy, and has quite a few awesome stores. Coolvines, William and Sonoma, and so many fine restaurants that it's impossible to choose
~ How is it I get along better with people older than me most of the time than those who are my age
~ Except for my girlfriend
And with that, it's music time! To close this entry out, I present to you: NEW COLDPLAY!
Ever want to do something that you'll like now, maybe regret later, or not even regret it at all? Ever want to do something that you're family might hate, other people will like, and will probably tick off "authority" because they "recommend" that you don't? It's a nice thought isn't it... In fact, why don't we act upon these thoughts? Why can't we make ourselves happy for the moment, and divulge at that one thought that could possibly make a difference. What's mine? It's tattoos of course!
For years I've wanted to get ink. I have my own personal reasons why (and what I would want) but apparently, it's an issue when you've had a healthy kidney from a transplant. Well, what if that kidney stopped working and you're on dialysis? What if your doctor's want you to wait for a transplant since you're body is an asshole. It's hard to decide right? That's my issue right now. Allow me to explain:
My body produces the kidney disease I have called FSGS. So apparently, no matter what, my body would somehow destroy the transplanted kidney. Their goal for me, is to wait a couple years, see if any progress has been made concerning my disease, and then go for a transplant. It's a double edge sword. I say no, but then it might be couple of years later (or longer) till I get another shot at a transplant. I say yes, it could end up lasting months, or years. It's always a matter of luck. That's what sucks about having FSGS. Anyway, back to the subject at hand: Why not get tattoos? It's not going anywhere near my fistula arm, I will look for a place that can accommodate me and the needs for ink, and I honestly will be careful. It's almost like at times, they want to scare me into thinking that tattoo parlors are scary places full of bikers, junkies, criminals, etc etc.
"What kind of ink would you get" you're probably all asking yourself? Well, I have a few ideas what I would want. A shamrock is definitely one because of my Irish heritage among other things. A Sega logo (maybe the dreamcast logo as well if I'm feeling up too it.) Possibly something that shows my love for Culinary Arts? Maybe comic book mementos like Captain America's shield or Green Lantern's power ring? Again, I have a few ideas, but I'll decide on something once I A) Have a job! And B) Can afford it.
Random Thoughts: I would love to make some shrimp tacos or even shrimp scampi
~ I find it almost impossible to get awesome Mexican food that's somehow low in salt. If anyone knows a place in NJ to get it, please hook me up.
~ Trader Joe's is probably my favorite supermarket. It's small, but has just about everything I could want/need
~ To go with my previous comment, Westfield is my favorite small town to visit. It's so sexy, and has quite a few awesome stores. Coolvines, William and Sonoma, and so many fine restaurants that it's impossible to choose
~ How is it I get along better with people older than me most of the time than those who are my age
~ Except for my girlfriend
And with that, it's music time! To close this entry out, I present to you: NEW COLDPLAY!
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
So Long Astoria! Eyes Like The Ocean, Yet She Won't Cry For Me
Good Evening Ladies and Gents!!
So I'm still alive (though these past few days, barely) and I'm willing to write a blog entry. I suck at attempting to remember these, so I now have a new way of doing it: Alarms! I'll set my alarm, and I will blog! Simple right? Question is, will I be able to remember to do it =P.
So dialysis has been rough recently. Don't know why though...Could it be me gaining weight finally? Maybe my body can't handle the 2.5 kilos that it has to take off (even though it could handle 3.0-3.5 kilos pretty well,) maybe I just over think stuff and I actually need to sleep more? So many thoughts it drives me fucking crazy.
I over think things. It's a horrible issue I have that aggravates the piss out of me. Why I over analyze things, over think things, even over react to the littlest things is beyond me. I always try to come up with a reason (competitive issues cause of family, wanting to be perfect because I found something I'm great at, etc etc.) One day I will figure out the answer to those questions.
Mentality is a very fickle thing. If one little thing goes wrong, it'll snowball into an avalanche of insanity that drives a person to the edge of absolute damage and destruction. And yet, if one small thing goes right, a person will keep that thought for so long, it'll end up like a cherished memory. Last week, I won free soda from Coke. That little moment made me very happy because hey, free Coke is awesome. I even got to a coupon to use for the girlfriend. That made me fucking ecstatic! I'll remember that cause I got to enjoy something with Jessie. Those are the moments that always keep me happy, even when the snowball is in effect.
I realize that my blogs jump everywhere, and I apologize for that. I admit, my head goes from one spot to another like a puppy meeting new people (bad way of describing it, but that's all I got.) But speaking of random/jumping everywhere,
I think I'm going to get a tattoo or two...or three. The amount is in the air. I am getting at least one. The question is, what to get? Here is a list of things I'm debating about:
~Green Lantern ring on my middle finger
~Captain America shield on my left forearm
~Sega logo on my left wrist (or Sonic, or Knuckles, or the Dreamcast logo)
~a Shamrock on my left shoulder (notice a theme here?)
Any other ideas are welcomed. Hell I've even thought about a tattoo of a bottle of hot sauce. Yeah, I'm willing to get food tattooed on me because if I'm going to be a chef, I have to show the dedication right?
So I'm starting to draw a blank now on what to write. I want to complain about my Chicago Cubs, but I can't. My head is use to them sucking (comes with being a Cubs fan.) Yet, I want to keep hoping that this year will be the year. Maybe once we get rid of Jim Hendry, we'll get on the right track. For now though, I leave you with the awesome sound of Foo Fighters' Everlong!
So I'm still alive (though these past few days, barely) and I'm willing to write a blog entry. I suck at attempting to remember these, so I now have a new way of doing it: Alarms! I'll set my alarm, and I will blog! Simple right? Question is, will I be able to remember to do it =P.
So dialysis has been rough recently. Don't know why though...Could it be me gaining weight finally? Maybe my body can't handle the 2.5 kilos that it has to take off (even though it could handle 3.0-3.5 kilos pretty well,) maybe I just over think stuff and I actually need to sleep more? So many thoughts it drives me fucking crazy.
I over think things. It's a horrible issue I have that aggravates the piss out of me. Why I over analyze things, over think things, even over react to the littlest things is beyond me. I always try to come up with a reason (competitive issues cause of family, wanting to be perfect because I found something I'm great at, etc etc.) One day I will figure out the answer to those questions.
Mentality is a very fickle thing. If one little thing goes wrong, it'll snowball into an avalanche of insanity that drives a person to the edge of absolute damage and destruction. And yet, if one small thing goes right, a person will keep that thought for so long, it'll end up like a cherished memory. Last week, I won free soda from Coke. That little moment made me very happy because hey, free Coke is awesome. I even got to a coupon to use for the girlfriend. That made me fucking ecstatic! I'll remember that cause I got to enjoy something with Jessie. Those are the moments that always keep me happy, even when the snowball is in effect.
I realize that my blogs jump everywhere, and I apologize for that. I admit, my head goes from one spot to another like a puppy meeting new people (bad way of describing it, but that's all I got.) But speaking of random/jumping everywhere,
I think I'm going to get a tattoo or two...or three. The amount is in the air. I am getting at least one. The question is, what to get? Here is a list of things I'm debating about:
~Green Lantern ring on my middle finger
~Captain America shield on my left forearm
~Sega logo on my left wrist (or Sonic, or Knuckles, or the Dreamcast logo)
~a Shamrock on my left shoulder (notice a theme here?)
Any other ideas are welcomed. Hell I've even thought about a tattoo of a bottle of hot sauce. Yeah, I'm willing to get food tattooed on me because if I'm going to be a chef, I have to show the dedication right?
So I'm starting to draw a blank now on what to write. I want to complain about my Chicago Cubs, but I can't. My head is use to them sucking (comes with being a Cubs fan.) Yet, I want to keep hoping that this year will be the year. Maybe once we get rid of Jim Hendry, we'll get on the right track. For now though, I leave you with the awesome sound of Foo Fighters' Everlong!
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